Well, if I've learned anything in the past month-month and a half is that you need to be very carefull with wht you do and say. I dare say that I may have burned a few bridges (to Forgo, again, I'm sorry) and I'm doing my damndist to fix those and of course money is an issue, but what's new. However, for the first time in a LONG time, I see a light at the end of the tunnel...an acctual light!

Certain options have come around which might get me out of the hole and replace that hole with a much smaller ditch. More to come on those becasue they are still works in progress...no celebrating until the money is used and the debts are cleared.

Off to work and possibly to my promotion!

Peace to those who know how to appreciate it!

Well, life sure knows how to make itself harder when you need it the least. Still have no car (but that will change on Wendsday so yay), people are still hitting me up for money that I owe them (what they don't realize is that I haven't been promoted yet and that I can't exactly pull the money out of my ass damnit! Leave me alone and enjoy your fucking relationship Forgo!), school isn't as easy as it was earlier this semester but it's almost over so that makes it a bit better ,ect ect.

There, my rant is public. I'm just so tired of people trying to convince me that no one has ever had a better life. Congradulations on getting that other job that I turned down, you know, the one with the better pay. Kudos on the fact that you got a new boyfriend the instant that you kicked me out of your life. No, I didn't mind being used as a rebound for you, one that you could kick to the curb once your old crush comes back into the picture.

Anyway, that's out there and I do feel a bit better. Anyway, I got to get to work on a Sociology paper so I'm out of here.

P.S. Ex's suck, yah, you know who I'm talking about. "My life is SOOO hard. I have a boyfriend that does nothing most of the time but still gets paid for it. My parents pay for most of my apartment and I get to choose when to go to work. I live in my own happy place with my friends and cats...but no one has a harder life than me."......... Grow the fuck up!

Well, life is actually starting to go in my favor a bit. I've actually started to work off some of my debts to people (and some that I will get to soon *cough*Alli*cough*) and I'm starting to think that life might not be so horrible after all. Turns out that one person that I met at Cyber Colloseum that I never really knew was an avid Anime wiz and he and I have started hanging out. This girl at my job (Outback) is also really into Anime and she and I have also been hanging out alot. She has a boyfriend though so no chance of any of that...for now.

I bought a book the other day that I think that anyone who has any interest on how Anime or Manga effects life in general should take a look at The Science of Anime. It focuses in on the "believable" anime like Gundam, Ghost in the Shell, Evangelion and excludes the "cool but totally unrealistic" anime like DBZ and such. Great read! And one of my friends, while unknown to him, has convinced me to try my hand at stand-up. If you know me then you know who I'm talking about *cough*Linskey*cough*

Anyway, off to my last class and then off to the thrilling life of a busser soon to be waiter! Later any and everyone!